Torn

Gahd, wtf is going now a days :/I feel like I don't know right from left & up from down. It's all making me head spin. I just want someone to set me down & tell me & set me straight. My flaws out number my achievements. I cry as much as my heart beats. God, idk what to do anymore. If you guys don't see it, I'm real good at hiding it. Everythings changing & I feel like its not for the better. I could be wrong. God may just be doing his work. Idk, I'm not quiet sure if I'm making sense now. I just want my real friends to show & the fake ones to bounce. I want my boyfriend to show if he's in for it or out. I wanna knw what's best for me. Where I'm supposed to be headed in life. But we can't always get what we want huh? I wonder if It'd be easier if I were a boy. Hmmm. Haaaa. Now that's silly talk. Idk. Life's a blur as of right now. But I gotta bigger things to worry about .. like VARIETY SHOW THIS THURSDAY & FRIDAY ! :/










" Hold my hand & lead me. Because I'm blinded by love that I'm not even sure will cure."